Thursday, June 16, 2016

We Are Called


Theme for our day of prayer:
"We are called to a spirituality that insists we spend ourselves making the world as beautiful
as God, the Artist, the Word, meant it to be.”
adapted from Joan Chittister, OSB

Recalling the BEAUTY is another name for God, we sing:

O, Beauty, ever ancient; O Beauty, ever new:
You: the mirror of my life renewed, let me find my life in you!
Marilyn Schauble, OSB

Meaningful Moments:
- Always look at others, at interruptions, at anger, at violence, at disruption
with the eyes of the HOLY and feel my own personal transformation in the moment.

-It is more than important, in fact, imperative to stay grounded in the deep river all that
is when the world is storming around me.  Enlarge my soul and deepen my heart
to embrace all in transformative love.  There really is no other way.

-Choose my words from the depth of my being, not the fear of my mind.

-Give up struggle for Blessing!

-The Vow of Stability…..I’m thinking about the implications for my life?

-There is always more.  After all the Cosmic Christ is Cosmic!  The Sacred Universe is Universal!
Each of us is all of that!  So there is always more!

At the end of morning prayer the Monks’ Schola sang a Native American chant:

It is Finished in Beauty
I walk with BEAUTY before me
I walk with BEAUTY behind me
I walk with BEAUTY above me
I walk with BEAUTY below me
I walk with BEAUTY all around me
I walk with BEAUTY within me.
YOU are BEAUTIFUL, O God!
traditional chant

Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Love Is the Only Way

Friends, 

I received a letter from an old friend that I haven’t seen in a long time.  His name is John Mabry.  We worked together in Berkeley California.  His letter touched me deeply.  It is so moving that I am sharing it with all of you.  Know that I love you.  Find ways to love those who seem unlovable.  Love is the only way we can move through the wave of craziness and the fear that is running rampant.

Thank you, John, for trusting your love to me and to so many.  

Here is John’s letter for all of us:

I have felt numb and a bit shell-shocked since hearing the news about the Orlando massacre Sunday morning. I’m still trying to sort out my feelings and thoughts about it. I listen to the news compulsively, waiting for the next bit of news that will somehow piece it all together and make sense of it—I’m still waiting, of course. We all are. 
Something that moved me greatly was receiving a text from a dear friend yesterday, saying that he loved me. It was unexpected, out of the blue, and completely unlike him. Perhaps he was simply acting on an internet meme that I’m not aware of, but wherever the idea came from, it was also the perfect response. 
None of us know when tragedy will strike. How many of those killed on Sunday would have loved to have told those closest to them that they loved them? Most of them, surely. Being out and proud about our love may be the best response we can make. 
So I want to tell you all that I love you, and I cherish the family we have at Grace North. I encourage us all to express our love not only to people we know, but to those we don’t. Let’s express and display our love for the GLBT community, locally and worldwide. Let’s express our love for the Latina/Latino community. Let’s express our love for the Muslim community. Let’s express our love for our fellow Americans, especially those we disagree with most. Let’s express our love for people who are confused or hurting or angry or scared, all over the world. 
How should we do this? I don’t know that, but I trust our creativity. I think it starts with intention, but the opportunities will present themselves organically, perpetually, relentlessly. We don’t lack for people in the Bay Area. We certainly don’t lack people who are different from us! And every encounter is an opportunity to reach out in love. 
I know, we’re supposed to do that all the time, but it’s especially important now. The appropriate response to this kind of hatred isn’t anger or retribution or violence or fear, and it’s certainly not more hatred. It’s love. It always is.
So I press my forehead against yours, I hold you tightly, and I tell you I love you.

And now, a prayer for the Orlando victims - Author Unknown
Walking our Prayer:
We walk tonight in anger and sorrow
in memory of those who died on Sunday morning
died dancing,
died singing,
died embracing,
died laughing,
died in the arms of lovers and friends,
died loving and being loved
died being fully themselves
in the Pulse.

They fell in a rain
of fully automatic Hate. Their lives ran out
and wet the floor.

We walk tonight
remembering their names,
the little we know of their short stories.
We walk in grief and love
wondering who they would have become,
what gifts they might have given,
what lives they might have blessed,
had they lived into their own blossoming.
They were, most of them, so young.

Keeper of Sanity, Civilizer of Hearts,
Great Web of Connection,
Hope Held Deep,
we dance our lives in your name,
in the name of fully automatic Love,
calling down a rain of Love
on the bereaved and the survivors,
on witnesses and first responders,
a rain of Wisdom, Compassion and Inspiration
on those in a position to prevent these horrors,
a rain of Hope and Determination
on all who have had enough
and are prepared to bring to an end
once and for all
this scourge of meaningless deaths.

May It Be So.
AMEN.


Victims’ Names 
Stanley Almodovar III, 23 years old
Amanda Alvear, 25 years old
Oscar A Aracena-Montero, 26 years old
Rodolfo Ayala-Ayala, 33 years old
Antonio Davon Brown, 29 years old
Darryl Roman Burt II, 29 years old
Angel L. Candelario-Padro, 28 years old
Juan Chevez-Martinez, 25 years old
Luis Daniel Conde, 39 years old
Cory James Connell, 21 years old
Tevin Eugene Crosby, 25 years old
Deonka Deidra Drayton, 32 years old
Simon Adrian Carrillo Fernandez, 31 years old
Leroy Valentin Fernandez, 25 years old
Mercedez Marisol Flores, 26 years old
Peter O. Gonzalez-Cruz, 22 years old
Juan Ramon Guerrero, 22 years old
Paul Terrell Henry, 41 years old
Frank Hernandez, 27 years old
Miguel Angel Honorato, 30 years old
Javier Jorge-Reyes, 40 years old
Jason Benjamin Josaphat, 19 years old
Eddie Jamoldroy Justice, 30 years old
Anthony Luis Laureanodisla, 25 years old
Christopher Andrew Leinonen, 32 years old
Alejandro Barrios Martinez, 21 years old
Brenda Lee Marquez McCool, 49 years old
Gilberto Ramon Silva Menendez, 25 years old
Kimberly Morris, 37 years old
Akyra Monet Murray, 18 years old
Luis Omar Ocasio-Capo, 20 years old
Geraldo A. Ortiz-Jimenez, 25 years old
Eric Ivan Ortiz-Rivera, 36 years old
Joel Rayon Paniagua, 32 years old
Jean Carlos Mendez Perez, 35 years old
Enrique L. Rios, Jr., 25 years old
Jean C. Nives Rodriguez, 27 years old
Xavier Emmanuel Serrano Rosado, 35 years old
Christopher Joseph Sanfeliz, 24 years old
Yilmary Rodriguez Solivan, 24 years old
Edward Sotomayor Jr., 34 years old
Shane Evan Tomlinson, 33 years old
Martin Benitez Torres, 33 years old
Jonathan Antonio Camuy Vega, 24 years old
Juan P. Rivera Velazquez, 37 years old
Luis S. Vielma, 22 years old
Franky Jimmy Dejesus Velazquez, 50 years old
Luis Daniel Wilson-Leon, 37 years old
Jerald Arthur Wright, 31 years old

Universal Love and Light


June 15 – Wednesday - Retreat Thoughts:

Universe – UNI – verse
Simply ONE – UNI
All is ONE
Nothing is outside or beyond
UNIVERSE
                        Rupert Sheldrake

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Let us prefer nothing to the Love and Light of Christ/Buddha.
Light illumine my soul. Love fill my heart.
My LIFE a growing beacon in the place
where I am planted.
Aho! Amen! May it be so!
                        Morning Prayer

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“Creator wants us to keep nothing,
so Creator can give us everything.”
                                    Adapted from Louis Evely

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The Prayer of Jesus shared by Diarmuid O’Murchu
Based on John Dominic Crossan, The Greatest Prayer

O Cosmic Householder,
Source of our wisdom,
protector and provider,
embracing all that dwells in the heavens,
naming all for holiness and justice,
In the Championship of Empowerment,
spread throughout the entire creation,
as willed by Holy Wisdom.
In justice, may all be sustained by daily food,
and relieved of the burden of crippling debts.
Lead us not into collusion with any type of violence,
and deliver us from all forms of violent oppression.
For yours is the empowering desire to radiate on earth
the non-violent justice of enduring hope.

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Wherever your treasure is,
there your heart will be.
                        Morning Prayer

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Walk with the Light Shining through you today.
Be a Blessing!
                                                      Pastor Carol

Tuesday, June 14, 2016

A MOMENT in the Morning

How to begin---

Allow yourself a quiet moment in a still uncluttered space.
Away from TV, Phones, Computers, etc…
If available - light a candle - as a symbol of the Light you seek.
Sit outside and let the Sun be symbolic of the Light you seek.
Slowly take a couple of deep breaths.

From Morning Prayer:
Participate in the following - SLOWLY and THOUGHTFULLY
always BREATHING DEEPLY - quieting your whole Being



sing/read twice:  Holy Ground
“This is Holy ground.  We’re standing on Holy ground.
For our God is present and where God is, is HOLY.
This is Holy ground.  We’re standing on Holy ground.
For our God is present and where God is, is HOLY."


"The desire for God becomes the LIGHT.”
pause, ponder, breathe…. 
REPEAT the phrase…..
pause, ponder, breathe…. 
until you can FEEL the words in your soul


"The darkness turns to dawn
 The morning star bursts into glory.”
pause, ponder, breathe…. 
Connecting with Earth and Cosmos
experience the essence of the words and worlds
pause, ponder, breathe…. 

Be the Blessing you seek today,
Pastor Carol

Monday, June 6, 2016

Co-Creating with the Creator


Dawn Sky on my drive from Medina to Erie, PA
June 4 - Spirit of the Seasons Retreat at Mount Saint Benedict’s Monastery.
I presented Creation Spirituality: Past, Present and Future

When starting my journey from Medina, Ohio to Erie, Pa at 5:30 a.m. on June 4th, I knew that I would be driving directly into the rising sun.  I was headed to Mount Saint Benedicts in Erie to present a one day retreat for the monks and oblates of the community.  I wanted to be able to see when I arrived.  I asked my Angels for some help since driving into a bright blinding fireball would be exhausting and very hard on the eyes.  The Angels lovingly responded through the Universe with beautiful cloud cover that allowed the Sun to shine through in picturesque gentleness.  The remainder of the day was beautiful. Blue sky and glorious sunshine.   One of the classes on co-creating with the Creator went outdoors to take in the beauty all around us on the Monastic grounds.  Nature was our impetus for creating poetry, prayers, chants and circle dances.  Rich and full was the sharing.  Lives
Flowers from the Monastic Gardens near the Main Entrance
were touched by immersion into Nature’s beauty and the presence of Divinity around us and deep within.

What a privilege and honor to share with these amazing souls!  

Do you know how amazing YOU ARE?  You are AMAZING.  Truly AMAZING!

Blessings All,
Pastor Carol 
AKA Flash!
Rev. Dr. Carol Vaccariello, obi. with Sr. Carolyn Gorny-Kopkowski (GK), OSB